Loneliness .

What if , loneliness was simply a feeling of impatiences ,telepathically sent to you by friends you've yet to meet , urging you to go out more , do more , and get more involved , so that life's serendipities could bring you together ... Would you still feel alone ?

Uncertainty and confusion .

What if feelings of uncertainty and confusion were only reminders that you have options , and that there's no hurry , and that everything is as it should be ... Would you still feel disadvantaged ?

An excerpt from The Power .

"Many people put their feelings on automatic pilot; their feelings are reactions to what happens to them . However , they don't realise that it's feelings that are the cause of what happens to them ." -Rhonda Byrne , The Power .

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The sparkling surface of a river , dancing in the vibrant sunlight , may intrigue us with its beauty . Yet hidden beneath its surface may be an appaling blanket of toxic sludge . The ocean surface scarred by revolting patches of oil spills by tankers may put us off . Yet it may conceal within its body marine life of great beauty .

Can the Law of Attraction change our physical appearances ?

Answers from the www (not me!) .

[Interesting concept, isn’t it? Here you have the Law of Attraction that whatever you focus on and envision will attract back to you so can it work for your physical appearance?

Yes…and no.

You know the saying, “Beauty comes from within?” This could not be more true than with how your appearance can change in the LOA.

When you focus on being beautiful, beauty ALWAYS comes from within. When you feel good about yourself and enjoy your life of who you are within, your outer appearance will reflect that. Your inner will set off an amazing glow that draws people to want to be near you. They can’t quite put their finger on it but all they can see is your beauty. What they don’t realize is they are attracted to your inner beauty which in turn reflects your outer beauty. You have to love yourself FIRST and then this amazing transformation will happen. The outside appearance will change from the glow of the beauty inside. Will your eyes change the color you want, will you grow a beautiful shade of hair color you didn’t have before? Things can happen through contacts and hair dye but the beauty you asked for will only start from within.

Who started the who is beautiful by physical standards anyway? Most likely someone who was insecure about their own self who needed something to show they were beautiful. You know those scientific tests they use when they have babies look at other adult human beings and see how they respond to the adults’ physical appearances and the babies seem happier around the more pleasant looking people ? (according to society) Is it possible that these pleasant adults are happy within as well as outer and they have the ‘glow’ that the babies respond to? Hmmmm

Always starts from within yourself…everything does.]

[In answer to your question, yes, you absolutely can use the Law of Attraction to affect a change in your appearance – it happens over time, and only from the inside out…

Start by focusing your thoughts and attention on what you ALREADY DO like about yourself and your appearance as well as what it FEELS like to be attractive – what does it feel like when someone else absolutely adores your nose, your facial structure, your skin, your eyes? Think about how it feels to be irresistibly attractive to someone that you think is hot…

Also, pay attention to what you mentally think inside your own head when someone tells you that you are attractive – Are you secretly arguing with the person, or are you agreeing with them to yourself? …Agreeing is good!

Over time, as you focus your thoughts onto your best features, and truly liking your face (and yourself) every time you think about it, any features that aren’t quite your favorite REALLY will start to shift.

You can speed along the process by choosing to focus on what IS beautiful about everyone else too… That, and focusing your attention on what makes you a good and beautiful person will do the trick. As soon as you believe it, it is done.

If you focus only on what you DO like, as it is now, soon you will not be able to see anything other than that (and neither will anyone else!)]

[This question reminds me of the fact that as a child, age 4 and my sister age 2 1/2, we looked so alike, on pictures of us together, done would wonder who is who?

As I got older, I WANTED to look like my father, and it seems like my sister wanted to look like my mother. My father and mother don't look alike at all. It turned out that I look exactly like my father and my sister looks exactly like my mother. We no longer look like sisters.

Interesting, isn't it ?]

[This is interesting. When I was a little girl, I had very straight hair. When I was 12, I got a perm. Since that I have never gotten another perm, and my hair is curly (when not pulled back as in my pic). So I think I must have manifested that change in my hair. Now, my hair is curly just the way I like it, but it is brown. I want red hair. I have it dyed red every 3-4 months, but I would like it to be naturally red. So, I am doing a little bit of vibrational alignment work with that desire each day. It is fun, and I'm excited to see the result!]

[Ive done this kind of thing several times. The biggest feature I guess is that im permanently 17-18. Considering that ill be 27 this april, thats a big difference. And I actually used to look a little older a few years ago. Its already starting to get double takes.

I have also manifested weight loss and skin tightening.

And well... I manifested an increase to the size of my unmentionable (only 1/2"). But for some reason it went back to the way it was before (and no, im not talking about arousal either). Probably was arranged to manifest just to make me confident it was possible.

"How did you do it? Which technique did you use? Did you visualize ever day or just once and let go?"

No it's like flipping on a switch and leaving it on. It's like you change some aspect about you - about your world - and thats just the way it is from now on. Thats what happened with the losing weight and skin tightening... which is happening as we speak. I realized that my ideal weight would be 205 to 210 pounds, and that not only was it meant to happen in the coming years, but that since it was meant to happen I could have it Now. So I just accepted that it could happen supernaturally, spontaneously, regardless of diet or exercise.

There arent exactly any methods for Skin Tightening either... so it's better to believe it just happens on its own anyway rather than try to look for ways. As for enlarging my unmentionable... it was when I truly had the Desire for it to be longer, but not too much longer. But now that I know it wouldnt hurt someone, to be like 8" long, my Desire for that isn't blocked anymore and now im manifesting it again (starting today, im only visualizing it that long, and just as thick. Again, believing that it is happening spontaneously is preferrable to wondering about how it could be changed. The Body can reconfigure itself - it is intelligent. If I suspend my need for seeing proof, and replace that with visualizing having what I really want, then its only a matter of time before I really notice a difference by accident. And since I truly Want this, I also understand that it will work too.]

Love .

(Inspired by The Power - Rhonda Byrne)

During the final life review , the most startling thing for baby souls , is discovering how much love they were always bathed in - that they failed to feel . For young souls , it's discovering how much love they were always bathed in - that they failed to feel . And for old souls , it's discovering how much love they were always bathed in - that they failed to feel .

You ask , "What's love ?"

Love has been debated and written about since the beginning of time , in every religion , and by every venerated thinker , philosopher , prophet , and leader . But have many of us truly understood their wise words ?

The kind of love that many distinguished philosophers and religious leaders had passed down is very different from what most people understand love to be . Realists affirmed , that love brings you to a perceptual state of anesthesia . Sophocles claimed that love frees us of all the weight and pain in life . We conceive love as a strong feeling of affection , an interpersonal connection and sexual desire ; it is the force of attraction that we experience with humans and objects of affection and the adoration of God . But love , is in fact , much more than what we've conceived . Love is a positive force .

Now pause and ponder . What would the world be like without love ? Well , like what Robert Browning had put it aptly , "Take away love and our earth is a tomb ."

Everything you aspire to be , to do , or to possess comes from love . Love is the positive force that propels you to get out of bed every morning , to play , to laugh , to smile , to learn . It is the force that stimulates you to take action and gives you the passion to be , to do , or to possess anything . It is as indisputable as nature's law of gravity and electromagnetism . It is the positive force of life !

Every single invention , discovery , and human creation came from the love in a human heart . If it were not for the love of the Wright Brothers , we could not fly in an airplane . If it were not for the love of scientists , inventors , and discoverers , we would not have heating , or light ; nor would we be able to drive a car or use a phone , appliance , or any of the technology that makes life easier and more confortable . Without the love of architects and builders , there would be no homes , buildings , or cities . Without love , there would be no medicines , doctors , or emergency facilities . No teachers , schools , or education . There would be no books , no paintings , and no music , because all of these things are created from the positive force of love . Take a look around you right now . Whatever you see that is a human creation would not be there without love .*

"Love is an element which through physically unseen is as real as air or water . It is an acting , living , moving force ... it moves in waves and currents like those of the ocean ." - Prentice Mulford , New Thought author .

So now you see , love is pouring all over you .

*Excerpt from The Power - Rhonda Byrne .

Breakthroughs .

An excerpt from ,
Happiness in Hard Times by Andrew Matthews - Chapter 8 : Breakthroughs

















" Imagine you are driving a race car at 200km an hour when suddenly you find yourself sliding out of control and heading for a brick wall . What do you do ?

If you said , “Close my eyes” , that’s not a good answer .

Here’s what all race car drivers know and what Toyota Corolla drivers should know – when you lose control , you keep your eyes fixed on where you want to go . You don’t look at where you’ve been . You don’t even look at where you are . You focus on where you need to get to .

So what about when your life veers out of control ? The same rule applies . "

Fiona .

The sun rose from underneath its horizon and , cautiously as if cynical , casted its golden rays . Life was bestowed to entities the rays fell upon and slowly , the earth began to awake - like yesterday , the day before yesterday , and the day before the day before yesterday . Routinely , so routinely in fact , she was no longer cognizant of the beauty of daybreak or how she used to anticipate and often , admired with awe .

Gradually , the amber rays crept into her district , and entered the dust-coated window pane of her room unhurriedly . Anyone who passed by her house would have sworn it has been abandoned for eons , if not for the frequent , or almost habitual , clattering of flying cutleries or the racket of furniture being thrusted around the house . As the sun extended its reach , she lugged the tattered remains of what seemed to be a blanket over her face , in an effort to shield herself from the merciless rays of the unfeeling sun . Within moments , her room was a bitter shade of yellow .

How unfair , she thought , I have never wanted this to happen , but again , do I have a choice ?

Light seeped into her swollen eyes , evoking memories from the night before . Unconsciously , she knitted her brows in fury and the creases on her eyes deepened . Fear had kept her from waking . Yet anger had kept her from ending her life . Everyday was a living hell for her . Having to withstand blows after blows of physical pain , as if the emotional pain that had haunted her for years was not enough to agonize her .

This is life . Is it not ? This is my life .

Hoping against hope that she would not have to face another day of terror , she writhed in bed , bringing her legs closer to her chest and hid her face between her legs . However , the moment of truth has always hit her hard . Today , was no exception .

"FIONA !" , bellowed a voice , immediately bringing her back to the present .

The voice , so deep , so coarse , belonged to her father . The father she no longer knew . This was followed by a series of callous footsteps up the stairs of her penthouse and the the slamming open of her bedroom's door . Privacy was what every teenager her age was concerned of . But this , has never been an issue for her .


(To not be continued ...)
Best to leave room for imagination ?
Partially yes .
I feel that it's best to capture only this part of the story ,
and I'm a tad too lazy to write .

My Nemesis .

Your smile once made me wonder .
Oh , how it made my heart bloom .
Your laughter , once a tranquil river , smoothened folds on the riverbed .
Oh , how soothing it was .
Your touch was once , so delicate , like the velvet petals of a blooming flower .
Oh , how it rejuvenated me .

Now your smile snaps trees in the woods .
Watch how it makes me shudder .
Now your laughter disarrays all things living in their lairs .
How cold the tingle which fed on my spine was .
Now your touch fatigued me like a voracious leech .
I feel pain on my numbed fingertips .

Contradictions .

Sometimes it's just enervating trying to fathom what others are thinking .
Sometimes it's just jading struggling to decipher what is .
Sometimes it's just unnerving having to evade fatal darts of animosity .
Sometimes it's just utter absurdity trying to speculate what's behind that mirror when you fail to see what's before .

At times we value individuality and the complexity of thought .
At times we come to terms with reality being what is .
At times we bask in the warmth of amity .
At times we are absorbed in salvaging our current predicament that we fail to forestall what lies installed .



Why so ?